Losing Mariposa

The riveting story of one man's descent into hell. Losing Mariposa is the
harrowing memoir of Doug Little's two-year binge as a compulsive gambler - a
fall from grace that made national front-page headlines, destroyed his life,
and brought him to the very gates of prison, insanity, and death. As a
community leader, Little bet on a world-class casino as the economic salvation
of his town while he himself was hopelessly addicted, gambling feverishly to
win back the thousands of dollars he had "borrowed" from the eight bank
accounts he controlled. Little spins his whirlwind tale from his desperate
midnight visits to Casino Rama, vividly recounting the heart-pounding,
adrenalin-pumping allure of the roulette wheel, the flip-snap of a card at the
blackjack tables, and the ding-ding-ding of the reels, bells, and whistles of
the slot machines. He then confesses the despair of the parking lot and the
life-threatening rides home, broke again, another $10,000 of other people's
money gone. Losing Mariposa is a cautionary tale of obsession and escape, a
compelling story told with brutal honesty but not without irony. Told in the
first person from the last time Little gambled - October 22, 1996 - it
recounts that terrible day, hour by hour, both in terms of what was happening
and what he was thinking and feeling. His story provides a rare first-hand
chronicle of the devastation wrought by the addiction to gamble, a social
problem growing throughout North America to epidemic proportions. It is a book
that needed to be written, and a book that needs to be read.